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Childhood and Life

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Tonight at home, I watched my six-year-old brother playing in his room, laughing and talking to himself with a microphone in hand, and he said to himself with a smile, "No, no." Seeing this, I couldn't help but sigh that the joy of childhood has gone forever.

My elementary school teacher told us, "When you start elementary school, your childhood is over." But it wasn't until my first year of junior high that I felt my childhood quietly slipped away. The academic pressure in elementary school was not great, and I had more than ten minutes every afternoon to play around in the neighborhood. At that time, I had time to play, and there were people to play with me just for the sake of playing, and it was very happy. In contrast, now the teachers are starting to treat us like adults. Adulthood, besides meaning freedom, also represents mental maturity. As time goes by, my imagination is gradually being deprived. When I see a bicycle, some people can think of a car, and some people can think of a flying car, but I can only see a bicycle. The loss of this imagination is terrifying. Now when I look at life, it's like a steel wire hanging between cliffs, and the wire is splashed with oil, burning. If you want to continue, you have to endure pain; if you want to give up, you have to fall into the abyss. I used to aspire to change the world, but now I only seek to do good on my own, and the process of living in pain is to recognize how powerless I am.

Life is by no means idyllic.

From the obsession with anime in adolescence, we can also see that some teenagers are detached from reality, have incomplete social and emotional development, and are obsessed with the imaginary world, unwilling to face the real world. They would rather immerse themselves in the imaginary world of anime and be unable to extricate themselves, than accept real life. This reflects that there are many things in teenagers' real life that trouble them. Doubt, shyness, seclusion, and social phobia make them afraid of interpersonal communication. At the same time, being addicted to the internet and anime further intensifies their tense situation in interpersonal communication, forming a vicious cycle.

Xu Fei. "An Analysis of the Influence of Anime Popularity on Teenagers" [A], Journal of Chizhou University, 2007(6)
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