I have always avoided talking about him on my blog. One reason is that I'm afraid I won't be able to express his essence well, and the other reason is that others have already talked about him too well. To be honest, there are too many people who like him, and there are countless analyses, interpretations, and researches available, so I don't have the face to talk about him here. But as the saying goes, writing is a reflection of my thoughts through my pen. Although I may not write well, although no one will read it, although it may not be understood by anyone, I still plan to write.
It is said that writing articles that promote oneself is a sign of madness. A few months ago, I posted an article written by someone else on my blog, and someone commented that they couldn't understand it at all (see #美树沙耶香意识到自己是笨蛋 12 周年# for details). To be honest, I couldn't understand it either. The words were fragmented, and I had no understanding of the background. I was also too embarrassed to ask, afraid that I would end up dancing in someone else's minefield (Chuzi has his own minefield). The manifestation of madness is not only that the words I write are incomprehensible to others, but sometimes I become a very strange person in the eyes of others. One of the people in our dormitory, Shen Li Linghua, is a devoted fan of a certain person and holds her in her arms every day. I saw on the internet that a Wendy fan scared her parents and said she wanted to be Wendy's dog. Her heart is constantly burning for Wendy [bsmark]it's really indescribable[/bsmark].
Because I am among them, I cannot analyze their behavior rationally. Because I am among them, I cannot judge the rightness or wrongness of their behavior. I have joined the Chuzi group twice, which is similar to a fan group for idols. Our nature is similar to those fanboys and fangirls of singers, all going crazy for one person. I often can't understand people who play games just for the intensity. After the game disappears, there will be a beautiful impression left in our hearts. We don't have the power to give various meanings to life. Humanism teaches us to live a good life, and impressions and beliefs support us in this absurd life.
"Love is a desire for understanding. When you love someone, you will involuntarily want to understand everything about them and accept everything they have experienced and felt as the most precious treasure, protecting it carefully." From this passage in "Thoughts on Life Philosophy," we can see that understanding self-promotion is the most important characteristic of a self-promoter. Liking someone without understanding is at most a futile liking, like a gust of wind that blows by and then passes.
Self-promotion often has many attractive qualities that attract self-promoters, and these attractions help single-pushers filter through them. As the saying goes, birds of a feather flock together, and people with similar spirits tend to gather together. For example, labeling scattered fans as crazy is probably due to this reason.
Talking about the reasons for liking him here is like making a public confession. Sure enough, when I thought that someone would read this, I didn't dare to continue writing.
